May 22 2009
blogging for me?
Now that I have finally got the hang of blogging I realise that I have not been using this edublog site as I could have been for the semester as I tended to use it more where I was required to comment in readings or particular ideas for EMT1. I did not use it as a platform where I could, as I am doing now, reflect on my ideas, learning, life, etc on a daily basis or weekly basis.
I have in my life written a lot in a journal and generally I have a notebook where from time to time I jot down my feelings and thoughts and in some way I realise that a blog work in that way, somewhat, except that the whole world can read it and that I am not comfortable about when it comes to feelings and some thoughts. However, I can see that for some people this platform would work for them to write down and share their thoughts and ideas with the wider world and that it would be a satisfactory experience.
I note, though, that as I have gotten older I feel less of an immediate need to write everything down and more a need to quitten my soul. I used to thrive on a thriving and very active mind but now days I am sick and tired of it and instead I look for activities and states of mind that help me quitten than space for me rather than mad eit louder and faster which I feel the new e-world of communications is all about. I am a very outward looking person in nost areas of my life: work, social, and community life but when I am not otherwise engaged I like to refelct and meditate as much as I can and find peace and tranquility instead of more forms of communication.
Hence, I cannot see my self becoming a personal blogger despite learning about blogs but I can see thier use in the area of learning, communication, activitsm etc and will use them in those areas. I will continue to reflect and inspire deeper learning in my self which may from time to time involve writing but I do not think that I will do so via a personal blog. Instead I will treasure looking for a fab writing book and using one of my Lamy fountain pens and write away in some scribble with the odd drawing in between.
This does not mean that I am not excited about the technology and its amazing advances but I like learning about it so I can choose how and when to use it.

